randomness

And now, I am here blogging again.

As what Ah Lai say, she think she is ranting in her blog..

Well, till now I am not sure whether am I ranting in my blog or not, but what I can conclude is, my blog is full of unhappy posts, or complaints..

I guess I am..

Wonder when can I blog about happy things...

Another 40 days to countdown..

but I doubt I can do the original decision anymore, since I have new plans now...

At least, I can count down to the day I can get bonus right..

This blog is to remind me how fast my decision change..

Well, I am trying to fast forward my application, and the process..

Its so difficult to apply S-pass..

Its even more difficult to stay in this company anymore..

When my bestest colleague is going to leave in one week time..

So gonna miss him..

I thought I will leave earlier than him.. Manatau he tender the resignation first..

I am really quite slow la..

At first, I was still quite worried for him if I am really leaving the company..

Well well well.. At least I have something to cheer on..

KL this weekend!!!

HAHAHAxx..

With Ah Tan and Ah Jas..

I get to shop and to meet my KL friends!!

I missss them!!

But... the sad thing is...

its only for two days nia...

So, I might miss out lots of shopping with them...

U guys dun mind rite?

Paiseh ah... have to lepaskan you all for a while..

I did not see them for like 3 years already....

I really miss them alot...

And the reason I did not see them for 3 years because..

I feel the low esteem..

I feel so small..

All of them are studying, but I am not..

In fact,they left one year to be declare as degree holder..

I feel the difference in status..

But now, I realised that, if they were so bad, they would not have befriend me in the first place right?

I should have trust them as my friends..

Sorry girls..

It has taken alot of courage to make this decision..

So.. I am meeting THEM!!

Miss ya Lots!!

Pray for us a good trip!