03 November 2009

Company Dinner and hidden farewell motive


ME, Sunny, Seah (Sales)


ME, Doris(Sales Manager), Sunny(Sales exec), Yoko(Marketing Exec), Seah (to-be-former Sales Exec)


Seah, ME, Doris


The SALES TEAM


This girl is cute rite... she is Hanna... Our regional Controller's daughter..
She knows German, English, and CHINESE!


Wanted to make ghost face, but apparently, I am the only one with putting the best effort...


Tried to kiss..I look so fat here..


Me & my "secret lover"..heexx.. kidding kidding


Me and the Warehouse Manager, George


So manja with her Dad.. And, yes, I m not wrong, Her DAD, not Grandpapa


Me and Monica, a.k.a da pi gu, a.k.a. regional purchase manager, a.k.a. my woodlands comrade in arm


Me and Accounts Manager


Ramdomness


All under Thirty - I am still the youngest..haha


Our Table



Our Tough looking mr. Sunny dancing a-go-go


Awhh..So sweet....




Group Picture


The leftovers


Me and my hougang comrade..haaxx

randomness

And now, I am here blogging again.
As what Ah Lai say, she think she is ranting in her blog..
Well, till now I am not sure whether am I ranting in my blog or not, but what I can conclude is, my blog is full of unhappy posts, or complaints..
I guess I am..
Wonder when can I blog about happy things...
Another 40 days to countdown..
but I doubt I can do the original decision anymore, since I have new plans now...
At least, I can count down to the day I can get bonus right..
This blog is to remind me how fast my decision change..
Well, I am trying to fast forward my application, and the process..
Its so difficult to apply S-pass..
Its even more difficult to stay in this company anymore..
When my bestest colleague is going to leave in one week time..
So gonna miss him..
I thought I will leave earlier than him.. Manatau he tender the resignation first..
I am really quite slow la..
At first, I was still quite worried for him if I am really leaving the company..
Well well well.. At least I have something to cheer on..
KL this weekend!!!
HAHAHAxx..
With Ah Tan and Ah Jas..
I get to shop and to meet my KL friends!!
I missss them!!
But... the sad thing is...
its only for two days nia...
So, I might miss out lots of shopping with them...
U guys dun mind rite?
Paiseh ah... have to lepaskan you all for a while..
I did not see them for like 3 years already....
I really miss them alot...
And the reason I did not see them for 3 years because..
I feel the low esteem..
I feel so small..
All of them are studying, but I am not..
In fact,they left one year to be declare as degree holder..
I feel the difference in status..
But now, I realised that, if they were so bad, they would not have befriend me in the first place right?
I should have trust them as my friends..
Sorry girls..
It has taken alot of courage to make this decision..
So.. I am meeting THEM!!
Miss ya Lots!!
Pray for us a good trip!

28 October 2009

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
Today is so freaking sleepy!
I am having insomnia again...
This has been the 1st time since i came out to the working society..
I hate it!!
Can anyone advise where can I buy sleeping pills??
I really need to sleep...........
Anyway, Its countdown time..
45 days left..
Yes!
I must tahan till the end ! I must!

17 October 2009

early celebration

Today is 15th. It is not my birthday, but it is one of the happiest birthday I ever had.

In the morning, I received a present from Yoko, which contains Ardell Eyelash, Bobbi Brown Blusher, and a bangle. It is a small present. Maybe to others, it is just a small present. To me, it is much more than that. It is not the present that matters actually, no matter what they give, it is the thought that counts. It really mean alot to me. We knew each other for not long. About, two months? But I really appreciate her thought, that she remembered my birthday, despite that we knew each other not long ago.

I was happy enough in the whole working day.

When Ma boy said that he is taking half day leave, I thought that he was just planning to buy my present.

The night came. My phone was over the limit. I could not call. Evon then called me. I asked her to call Willi for me. After 15 mins, he came and fetch me. Then he went top up. He kept pressing his handphone. He then brought me to Dayangku (mamak). we ordered drinks. Not long after that, his friend called, saying that they want to change place yam cha. We then say okay, proceeding to his house to collect my stuffs.

When we arrived to his house, I noticed that his house is dark. No lights opened. When I entered his house, suddenly our friends came up, saying, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I was in a shocked man. Little did I know, he prepared sooo many tings for me. He ordered buffet, and so many friends came. Including Elsie, Ah Jas, Eevonne, and Step. I was delighted.

It was indeed the happiest day of my life. I have a big big cake. Wow... we can't even finish it! soo many people.

Thanks all for coming. Thanks all for the present. Thanks, for the best present I had ever received. Thanks Ah Wang. I really really appreciate your love, and your effort. Last year and now, I am glad that I have chosen you. You might not be the best, but to me, you loved me more than what I thought. Thank you.

Thank you for the esprit watch ( Ken, Barry, Guang Wei, Ah Yuan, Gui Fang, Hai Xing, Ah Huat,Meng Wei, )

Thank you for the perfume ( Mei Fen and Chai Hong)

Thank you for the watch ( Lin Hui)

Thank you for the ehem... eyebrow pencil (Mao ge and Gf)

Thank you for the whitening masks and body scrub ( Ah Tan and Asthma)

Most importantly, Thanks for the suprises. Thank you for celebrating with me. Your presence really mean alot to me. Friendship, is indeed the best thing in life. It is harmless. It is innocent. It is full of love and care. It is AWESOME.

I love you, guys, and my Ah Wang. Thank you.












The Zi Lian Kuang~~


This prove that her name komkam suits her well!!


Elsie the gangster da ka jie






Ms Siti deep in her thought


We imagining that Ah Tan is the thing in the middle




Ah Jas outcasted by Ah Tan








According to ah Jas, this is our traditional custom worh~~



09 August 2009

Future

Life is just so out of control. I hate it. I hate it I just hate it. Sometimes I just feel that I could kill myself. What the hell is happening to this life of mine? Where is my future?! What am I doing now, at the age of 21??????
I-J-U-S-T-H-A-T-E-M-Y-L-I-F-E
I hate it when i dun see myself clearly. I hate it that the realistic is so clear, reflecting on my life, I hate it when I am forced to face with it. I hate myself for being not brave enough to go away from all this. And I hate my personality. I hate my look. I hate my character. I hate myself.
Why am I going through all this fucking hell?
And this is just me. I have no more future. I can't see it anymore. I can't see myself as what I want to be, as what I expect my life would be, and how my future is .

I can just see the repetition of life again. My mom's life on me. This is just what I do not want it to happen.
I loathe myself.

07 August 2009

Michelle...

Yesterday was fun! I chatted with michelle a.k.a chelle chelle on msn yesterday.. I missed her so much.. we chatted about recently stuffs.. I missed her so much.. I missed law so much.. all abt ELS, tort and contract law.. i just love language.. i love the way Ananth teach, i love the way he teach us as in like a story book...
Well, I can't deny that i miss KL.. I missed the fast pace in KL.. I am so tired in JB.. everything.. I am tired of working, tired of bringing up the kid in my life, tired of teaching "it"..
Well well well.. Let us just see what will happen in the life after end of this year to see is there any changes.. I dunno, I wanted a change, but I am considering a lot of things... Let just see how things go on ..

05 August 2009

indian chief

this stupid bitch! old bitch! she think what she is the sales controller so how! no need to die is it..
keep showing of her position keep scolding people especially when new people come in! she want to attack other people attack la! Y me! this time is my mistake that is why i did not answer u back! No more next time! I swear next time you wil kena from me kao kao! Madhu bhandahari!

anyway, no wonder they always say indian chief indian chief.. indians are always fighting to be chiefs.. so stupid..

04 August 2009

Kampar Perak

Its time to update my blog now... since I have been MIA..although i think nobody is following it..hahazz..for the fun of it..

I have dyed my hair last sunday, since the pimple man is not around and most of the people are not free.. it is so bright now and i will post the picture on the next post.. I am so not used to it and i think it does not suits me so well.. cuz i am dark and my hair is so ah lian.. this is the consequences for being so cheapo..anyway it cost only RM140 puls highlighting..at JS in bertam taman daya..
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I have dabao for the second day now to work for breakfast..bread and cheese and nutella.. save save save is my motive now!! RM10000 is my target!!

Congrats to Lai Hui ying for her birthday.. (i dun think she will come here to read anyway since everybody thought i have abandoned this blog) and coming soon is elsie and ting ting's birthday.. I remember one..

My yee ma called today to ask me to apply for scholarship in UTAR.. which actually i DUN WAN to to so.. but i feel bad towards her.. so i applied lorh.. if i got it den shit is coming on the way cuz IDUN WANNA GO KAMPAR PERAK!! It is so ULU!!