28 July 2008

Money

Money. Yeah, everything is money.
I really hate the human in my HR dept. Hate her so much. Fuck her shit.
She is such an asshole. She purposely make my life like hell in the office. I am not allowed to do this and that. But it was supposed to be done, to be monitored by me. I am then get scolded by the customers, by my team members. But it is not on purpose! I have done my best! I want to do my best! But I am not allowed!
You know why? Because, my manager asked for a pay raise for me. He wants me to take a step up the ladder of work. But this bitch thinks that I am not good enough to deserve this. She thinks that I am not experience enough to get this. What a bitch she is. She so thinks the older the better-la? Like her is it? Old Hag!
I really hate this going on. I love my job, but I hate the fucking procedure here, I hate the fucked up system and human here.
I wanted to quit.
But I need money. I need it for my education.
My mom needs money, My dad needs a loan.
All of my family member are related to me through money.
Money, Money, Money.
Am I a money tree?
Isn't my money are hard-earned money?
I don't even bear to use my money, and them?
They say that I am spending like water. Hahazz. So funny. I bet they were living better off, without responsibilities when they were at my age!

Have they forgotten that I am just 19 going on 20?
Why the fuck should I shoulder this kind of responsibilities?
What shit is this world?
Can they just leave me alone?

I am a girl, I am their daughter, I am not a money spinning tree.

2 comments:

TiNg TinG said...

aiks..as usual lar see yan!everything is about $ de!n family member will only hav 1 kind of thinking in their mind for example: "euu are working edi,n is so hard raising kids,so is time for euu to bear the responsibility" <--my mum owez said this! isss sooo harrrddd beeeinnggg aaaa humaann!!!!

TiNg TinG said...

aiks..as usual lar see yan!everything is about $ de!n family member will only hav 1 kind of thinking in their mind for example: "euu are working edi,n is so hard raising kids,so is time for euu to bear the responsibility" <--my mum owez said this! isss sooo harrrddd beeeinnggg aaaa humaann!!!!