everything-under-the-sun

Company Dinner and hidden farewell motive

2009-11-03T14:16:00.027+08:00

ME, Sunny, Seah (Sales)

ME, Doris(Sales Manager), Sunny(Sales exec), Yoko(Marketing Exec), Seah (to-be-former Sales Exec)

Seah, ME, Doris

The SALES TEAM

This girl is cute rite... she is Hanna... Our regional Controller's daughter..
She knows German, English, and CHINESE!

Wanted to make ghost face, but apparently, I am the only one with putting the best effort...

Tried to kiss..I look so fat here..

Me & my "secret lover"..heexx.. kidding kidding

Me and the Warehouse Manager, George

So manja with her Dad.. And, yes, I m not wrong, Her DAD, not Grandpapa

Me and Monica, a.k.a da pi gu, a.k.a. regional purchase manager, a.k.a. my woodlands comrade in arm

Me and Accounts Manager

Ramdomness

All under Thirty - I am still the youngest..haha

Our Table

Our Tough looking mr. Sunny dancing a-go-go

Awhh..So sweet....

Group Picture

The leftovers

Me and my hougang comrade..haaxx

randomness

2009-11-03T10:09:00.003+08:00

And now, I am here blogging again.

As what Ah Lai say, she think she is ranting in her blog..

Well, till now I am not sure whether am I ranting in my blog or not, but what I can conclude is, my blog is full of unhappy posts, or complaints..

I guess I am..

Wonder when can I blog about happy things...

Another 40 days to countdown..

but I doubt I can do the original decision anymore, since I have new plans now...

At least, I can count down to the day I can get bonus right..

This blog is to remind me how fast my decision change..

Well, I am trying to fast forward my application, and the process..

Its so difficult to apply S-pass..

Its even more difficult to stay in this company anymore..

When my bestest colleague is going to leave in one week time..

So gonna miss him..

I thought I will leave earlier than him.. Manatau he tender the resignation first..

I am really quite slow la..

At first, I was still quite worried for him if I am really leaving the company..

Well well well.. At least I have something to cheer on..

KL this weekend!!!

HAHAHAxx..

With Ah Tan and Ah Jas..

I get to shop and to meet my KL friends!!

I missss them!!

But... the sad thing is...

its only for two days nia...

So, I might miss out lots of shopping with them...

U guys dun mind rite?

Paiseh ah... have to lepaskan you all for a while..

I did not see them for like 3 years already....

I really miss them alot...

And the reason I did not see them for 3 years because..

I feel the low esteem..

I feel so small..

All of them are studying, but I am not..

In fact,they left one year to be declare as degree holder..

I feel the difference in status..

But now, I realised that, if they were so bad, they would not have befriend me in the first place right?

I should have trust them as my friends..

Sorry girls..

It has taken alot of courage to make this decision..

So.. I am meeting THEM!!

Miss ya Lots!!

Pray for us a good trip!

2009-10-28T09:43:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

Today is so freaking sleepy!

I am having insomnia again...

This has been the 1st time since i came out to the working society..

I hate it!!

Can anyone advise where can I buy sleeping pills??

I really need to sleep...........

Anyway, Its countdown time..

45 days left..

Yes!

I must tahan till the end ! I must!

early celebration

2009-10-17T03:28:00.004+08:00

Today is 15th. It is not my birthday, but it is one of the happiest birthday I ever had.

In the morning, I received a present from Yoko, which contains Ardell Eyelash, Bobbi Brown Blusher, and a bangle. It is a small present. Maybe to others, it is just a small present. To me, it is much more than that. It is not the present that matters actually, no matter what they give, it is the thought that counts. It really mean alot to me. We knew each other for not long. About, two months? But I really appreciate her thought, that she remembered my birthday, despite that we knew each other not long ago.

I was happy enough in the whole working day.

When Ma boy said that he is taking half day leave, I thought that he was just planning to buy my present.

The night came. My phone was over the limit. I could not call. Evon then called me. I asked her to call Willi for me. After 15 mins, he came and fetch me. Then he went top up. He kept pressing his handphone. He then brought me to Dayangku (mamak). we ordered drinks. Not long after that, his friend called, saying that they want to change place yam cha. We then say okay, proceeding to his house to collect my stuffs.

When we arrived to his house, I noticed that his house is dark. No lights opened. When I entered his house, suddenly our friends came up, saying, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I was in a shocked man. Little did I know, he prepared sooo many tings for me. He ordered buffet, and so many friends came. Including Elsie, Ah Jas, Eevonne, and Step. I was delighted.

It was indeed the happiest day of my life. I have a big big cake. Wow... we can't even finish it! soo many people.

Thanks all for coming. Thanks all for the present. Thanks, for the best present I had ever received. Thanks Ah Wang. I really really appreciate your love, and your effort. Last year and now, I am glad that I have chosen you. You might not be the best, but to me, you loved me more than what I thought. Thank you.

Thank you for the esprit watch ( Ken, Barry, Guang Wei, Ah Yuan, Gui Fang, Hai Xing, Ah Huat,Meng Wei, )

Thank you for the perfume ( Mei Fen and Chai Hong)

Thank you for the watch ( Lin Hui)

Thank you for the ehem... eyebrow pencil (Mao ge and Gf)

Thank you for the whitening masks and body scrub ( Ah Tan and Asthma)

Most importantly, Thanks for the suprises. Thank you for celebrating with me. Your presence really mean alot to me. Friendship, is indeed the best thing in life. It is harmless. It is innocent. It is full of love and care. It is AWESOME.

I love you, guys, and my Ah Wang. Thank you.

The Zi Lian Kuang~~

This prove that her name komkam suits her well!!

Elsie the gangster da ka jie

Ms Siti deep in her thought

We imagining that Ah Tan is the thing in the middle

Ah Jas outcasted by Ah Tan

According to ah Jas, this is our traditional custom worh~~

Future

2009-08-09T02:49:00.002+08:00

Life is just so out of control. I hate it. I hate it I just hate it. Sometimes I just feel that I could kill myself. What the hell is happening to this life of mine? Where is my future?! What am I doing now, at the age of 21??????
I-J-U-S-T-H-A-T-E-M-Y-L-I-F-E
I hate it when i dun see myself clearly. I hate it that the realistic is so clear, reflecting on my life, I hate it when I am forced to face with it. I hate myself for being not brave enough to go away from all this. And I hate my personality. I hate my look. I hate my character. I hate myself.
Why am I going through all this fucking hell?
And this is just me. I have no more future. I can't see it anymore. I can't see myself as what I want to be, as what I expect my life would be, and how my future is .

I can just see the repetition of life again. My mom's life on me. This is just what I do not want it to happen.
I loathe myself.

Michelle...

2009-08-07T08:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun! I chatted with michelle a.k.a chelle chelle on msn yesterday.. I missed her so much.. we chatted about recently stuffs.. I missed her so much.. I missed law so much.. all abt ELS, tort and contract law.. i just love language.. i love the way Ananth teach, i love the way he teach us as in like a story book...
Well, I can't deny that i miss KL.. I missed the fast pace in KL.. I am so tired in JB.. everything.. I am tired of working, tired of bringing up the kid in my life, tired of teaching "it"..
Well well well.. Let us just see what will happen in the life after end of this year to see is there any changes.. I dunno, I wanted a change, but I am considering a lot of things... Let just see how things go on ..

indian chief

2009-08-05T14:30:00.005+08:00

this stupid bitch! old bitch! she think what she is the sales controller so how! no need to die is it..
keep showing of her position keep scolding people especially when new people come in! she want to attack other people attack la! Y me! this time is my mistake that is why i did not answer u back! No more next time! I swear next time you wil kena from me kao kao! Madhu bhandahari!

anyway, no wonder they always say indian chief indian chief.. indians are always fighting to be chiefs.. so stupid..

Kampar Perak

2009-08-04T15:42:00.003+08:00

Its time to update my blog now... since I have been MIA..although i think nobody is following it..hahazz..for the fun of it..

I have dyed my hair last sunday, since the pimple man is not around and most of the people are not free.. it is so bright now and i will post the picture on the next post.. I am so not used to it and i think it does not suits me so well.. cuz i am dark and my hair is so ah lian.. this is the consequences for being so cheapo..anyway it cost only RM140 puls highlighting..at JS in bertam taman daya..
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I have dabao for the second day now to work for breakfast..bread and cheese and nutella.. save save save is my motive now!! RM10000 is my target!!

Congrats to Lai Hui ying for her birthday.. (i dun think she will come here to read anyway since everybody thought i have abandoned this blog) and coming soon is elsie and ting ting's birthday.. I remember one..

My yee ma called today to ask me to apply for scholarship in UTAR.. which actually i DUN WAN to to so.. but i feel bad towards her.. so i applied lorh.. if i got it den shit is coming on the way cuz IDUN WANNA GO KAMPAR PERAK!! It is so ULU!!

Latest Update of picture on 1st Nov~~

2008-11-01T10:13:00.032+08:00

Okay Okay~~Sekaligus update~~

My zi lian picture taken at ma boy's car~~

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Date: dunno when

Activity: Yam Cha Session

Place: Modern Revolution, Taman Molek

Me posing while ah jas taking pics of me, and eevonne talking on the phone~~

Act serabai~~

After that she take her own picture pulak.

elsie hiding, dunno la for why..cuz her blog also alot of "zi lian" picture edy.

and sera acting fierce.

Stepenie, as usual, as her yam cha but keep on pressing the phone dunno smsing with who....

And Eevonne, not knowing I am taking pic~

Well Jasmine again~~

My self taken picture again~~

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Me after clubbing shiok sendiri's pictures~~heezz..

Ma Boy's Celebration

2008-11-01T09:16:00.014+08:00

Sorry ya gals..Now updating part of the missing blog that I wanted to update but no time to do so.

18th October 2008

As some of you girls remember, this day is my birthday.

Ma boy celebrated with me with a candlelight dinner, and with a nice little gift, a necklace.

I guessed as much for the necklace part, cuz' one day, jasmine went shopping with me, and out of sudden, she brought me to most of the jewellery shops in City Square, asking me, which is nice, which one would you choose and stuffs like dat.

Hehezz..dun blame me for being too smart ass~~(just joking)

Anyway, thanks girl for this "chosen" present from you!!

our drinks

the main course and dessert, before and after. I forget to upload appetiser, but nvm la~~malas.

The End of The Date

dancing nite

2008-09-28T03:26:00.002+08:00

It was a fun day tonight.

I have not been enjoying my clubs recently, and these few days, i think coz' I did not wear skirts or dresses, it was much much more better.

Sorry, no pictures updated, later perhaps la~~

Malas-la nak ambil photo..

VBH

2008-09-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

I want to go home.
This company really stupid la.
U knows what? Some colleagues here, which actually does not comply with my work flow, emailed here and there, attacking me, saying that, they want an official announcement about what time do I reimburse my time until, and exactly what time do I leave this office during my class.
Gawd, I swear by my reputation, I will never ever OT for this stupid company for more than my working hours. It is just so not worth it. Imagine, supposingly, my compulsory reimburse time is only 3 hours, but because I want to do my things better, I work till 9 pm for the rest of the days that I do not study. Now, since they want to calculate, I make sure that I work what I suppose to only. It is like OT for 9 hours per week without any OT claim.

Isn’t it stupid?

Stupid stupid stupid fucking VBH. So what? German company, so what?
I tell u guys, when u guys go to look for a job, DO NOT LOOK FOR GERMAN COMPANIES! Even Japanese companies are better, although working hours are longer, but the benefits are better.

Really, if not because of my team, I would have leaved this company.

Stupid bastard VBH. Stupid bitch Angmoh, stupid Indian made Honey.

Overloaded - Job (not Matrix)

2008-09-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

Gawd. My head is blank.
I dun think I can hold on to this job.
It is too much to handle.
To handle claim (something to do with money collection and accounts) is already a job. I have to even handle delivery coordination, item arrival, customer request and my team’s request.
Gosh…it is so over my limit of working.
It is actually two person’s job, one sales coordinator, another account assistant. But now, under my hand, it is One Man Show.
Accounts manager press me for collection figure, stupid VP press me for sales figure.

The pay here, undeniably, is good, but the stress is overwhelming. This is the price to pay.

Seriously, I rather give up the pay, getting slightly lower pay than this kind of stress.
Lower by, I think few hundreds of SGD Dollar, but at least, doing one person’s job.

Can anyone advise me on what to do??!!??

I am so tired.

Supposedly To-Do-List that is Urgent:

Dragages Singapore – Claim – revised claim as per the Quantity Surveyor. To re-do everything.
Order Confirmation for Lian Soon. Key system.
Claim for Sanchoon Builders. Check invoices, do amendments, key in Delivery Order.
Claim for Incorporated Builders. Same as per above.
Call up ageing customers for payment.
Delivery for Zhonghe HuaXing.
Sales Order for Lian Soon, Yong Loo Lin, NUS.

Gawd Gawd Gawd. This is not involving tomorrow urgent, today as per normal task, and small task, such as filings and all.

Shit. Shit. Shit

Pre-gathering Picture

2008-09-07T11:29:00.015+08:00

Heloo.. it has been ages since i update my blog..sorry ya..

The pictures below is taken at xiaozhan house, the day of gathering, the day that i lost my phone, while waiting for the cab, which took more than half an hour to arrive..and the place of accident of my phone..

These pictures here are i dunno when, when we are getting ready for clubbing session.. We are so bored while waiting for others.. the we took pictures again..

ma boy

2008-09-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

Compaints and Condolences

2008-08-05T19:37:00.003+08:00

Now I am still here in the office. It is like, 7.30pm now?
Miss Monica is still struggling with her work. I am so sick of work now-la.
Too many unfinished tasks, too many complaints here and there, too many gossips, too many comparison. Just too much to handle.
Arghhh..what company have I joined?
Yeah, it sound so nice, Germany company. But it is too dark here. Too many "ghosts" here that I dunno who to trust.
It is really the "The Art of Survival" here.
U BOOM me, I BOOM u through email.
Nobody helps out anyone in this company. It is just the pushing of task, like playing TaiChi going on here.
I wanna leave this company soon. I am going to leave this company soon, of course, not so fast.
At least after one year (to look better on my resume), or after next year CNY (if let say i can stand it).
If, I am not getting my bonus for next year, I am confirming my leaving.
"CONFIRM IS THE WORD" quoted Ah Sng.

Hope life is going to be better for the future. Hope I can acheive at least, some lil lil lil acheivement that I dunno what I want also, in the next 3 years. Something that I feel satisfied of in my life.

To Miss Lai, I hope for the better for u too.

Just study your ass off for next few years.

Sun rise and goes down everyday without fail. No matter what happens, things still have to go on. It is just people, and how they handle their good and bad memories.

Don't worry, sad things will be left behind, but sweet memories stays forever.

Just begin everyday with a new hope, okay?

My condolences to your Great Grandpa.

Money

2008-07-28T14:30:00.005+08:00

Money. Yeah, everything is money.
I really hate the human in my HR dept. Hate her so much. Fuck her shit.
She is such an asshole. She purposely make my life like hell in the office. I am not allowed to do this and that. But it was supposed to be done, to be monitored by me. I am then get scolded by the customers, by my team members. But it is not on purpose! I have done my best! I want to do my best! But I am not allowed!
You know why? Because, my manager asked for a pay raise for me. He wants me to take a step up the ladder of work. But this bitch thinks that I am not good enough to deserve this. She thinks that I am not experience enough to get this. What a bitch she is. She so thinks the older the better-la? Like her is it? Old Hag!
I really hate this going on. I love my job, but I hate the fucking procedure here, I hate the fucked up system and human here.
I wanted to quit.
But I need money. I need it for my education.
My mom needs money, My dad needs a loan.
All of my family member are related to me through money.
Money, Money, Money.
Am I a money tree?
Isn't my money are hard-earned money?
I don't even bear to use my money, and them?
They say that I am spending like water. Hahazz. So funny. I bet they were living better off, without responsibilities when they were at my age!

Have they forgotten that I am just 19 going on 20?
Why the fuck should I shoulder this kind of responsibilities?
What shit is this world?
Can they just leave me alone?

I am a girl, I am their daughter, I am not a money spinning tree.

2008-07-26T08:52:00.045+08:00

Its time for update~~I din update for like, few months ago? To those who check my blog out, i know its not many of u, the pictures below was like 3 weeks ago. I am so so so buzy with my job. Stressed up. That stupid HR department.My gawd. Lets not talk about her.

The pics was during e BBQ at Ah Tiang house. Too bad many of our group din join us, but nevertheless we still enjoy ourselves~~

Before The Party begins.

me and Sapa. She was already drinking before the BBQ starts. Drinker man~~

Waited for hours for e BBQ to come. What did we do then?Camwhore lor~~

My legs, Sapa's half head and Step half body. Contributed to Sapa's "artistic" camwhoring technic.

My face was like, no face?

Sapa's &my legs

The Party begins.

Doing Invisible stunts.

Tiang & Xiaozhann, Step ang SK

Taken twice edy, but considered fail by themselves~~

ChiChi looks like she was so happy after suceeding to cucuk ayam into e i dunno wad stick.

ChiChi look so por larr~~next time must employ her edy for BBQ session.

Step & I, with her terbakar meat.

Jas and her newly cutted hair, Xiaozhann with her food.

Ma boy invisibleman!!

Step look so angry, Sapa looks so evil & another one jia jia serious.

Sapa are soo willing to do so many stunts in order to get into the picture~

Cleaning up by my newly employed maid.

Me & ChiChi. Duh, I look so fugly without eyebrow.

Kitaro, MT, SK, ChiChi & me.

Wad-lah Kitaro is doing~~

Chi chi & I were trying to take pics. Someppl (u guess it) came in and I posted it. Kacau-lah banyak banyak. Later become famous for Angelina Jolie's mouth.

ChiChi, Step, & me. I so sesat take pics with e hammer.

SK, Step, Me and ChiChi head down der.and also a hammer.

Kitaro & ChiChi

ChiChi & SK, Step & I

Our legs

ChiChi & SK & Step & Moi. Step wanted to act like a drinker, but uhm, failed~~

Some tried to act posed, but failed~~ Some Ignored, which is much better than posing. Hahazz.

Two Siao Langs in love.

Moi & ChiChi & MT & Kitaro

OhHOR~~Doing something illegal behind my back~~

ChiChi & Sapa with courtesy from MT's hand.

Drinkkers @ ChiChi & Sapa

The end.

24th July 2008

2008-07-24T23:15:00.001+08:00

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